In a cabin in the mountains

(My rooftop, Brooklyn, NY 2010)                                    (Sackets Harbor, NY 2008)

I'm going to visit my best friend from high school who moved to Missouri in 2004. He is graduating and having his film premiere in May and I'm going out to see it. I miss him SO much. I was walking back from the laundromat this morning and thinking about the last time I saw him, which was in my old cabin in Old Forge when I was living there for the summer and life guarding in the Adirondacks. When I thought of him, I wrote this on a scrap piece of paper in my head and hoped to remember it:

The last time I saw him, I pretended to be asleep when he kissed me on the forehead and headed out the door to get back on the road. It was easier than saying goodbye.

 

 

 

The Fail-Proof Feel-Good Solution For a Girl?

To get babed up, with her other babe-y friends and go out. I'm going to see Fruit Bats tonight. Done.

My Long Term Goals.

1) Purchase an apartment or house in this City or possibly somewhere else, who knows
2) Learn Mandarin
3) Adopt a baby from China


My Short Term Goals:
1) Continue paying all my bills on time so I can keep my good credit, purchase said apartment, and be a model adopting applicant
2) Adapt better to my current living situation, new status at work, money/time management
3) Spend more time by myself, though I've been really good at that the past two weeks.


I am so fucking pissed right now.